Pamela Spence

Dinlemazsen duamazsin
(should be "dinlemezsen duyamazsın")
If you don't listen you can't hear

Yaşamazsan ölemezsin
If you don't live you can't die

1) I miss you too Ejaaz, for the last days I'm thinking of you all the time and it scares me very much...

2) Actually I don't want to bore you telling you all that, but I have to say what I feel. Yes, it's been a short time since my relationship has ended. I was respecting him very much and of course he was respecting me too, or maybe I just thought so. Anyway, it ended. At this moment I'm in a blank space and maybe I'm in need to be loved. I've never thought like that. I mean to start with someone else again in such a short time. As a matter of fact I haven't decided yet about what I feel towards you. But my feelings are moving towards you fast. As I said, maybe blank space (emptiness). Whatever the reason is, what I feel are very beautiful things. What I want from you is please don't play with me. I mean that what you have with me won't be a game. It's too early to be hurt Ejaaz, do you understand? In addition we are also kind of relatives. That's why we should be more careful. Whatever happens we have to be able to look at each other's faces. Because in the middle there are people that we love. Anyway, I don't want to lenghten it. I think that you understood me. I don't want neither to be upset nor to upset. Take very good care of yourself.

my sweet baby

I'm arriving at 6.30, see you on Thursday night, kisses

Why aren't you calling (me) at all?
I've sent you a message this morning and you didn't reply
Are you ok? Please let's talk on messenger tonight, I missed you very much

I came back to Didim today, the circumcision party of my cousin was very nice, my whole family and relatives were there, I wish you were with me too my love, I missed you so much, sweetie I received the money, thank you, I kiss you.

My sweetheart, my dear friend, thank you, you are very sweet, I think that we'll see each other for lifetime, I'm always with you, please be like that too, I kiss you till satiated.