as he said- you'll improve in time, I've been doing this for the last three months...

my love I've missed you very much, I wish you were by my side my dear

PART 64

While listening to a joke told by the German teacher Maria with bad English, Ms. Maral touched my hand gently and asked:
- Mr. Fatih, can I ask you a personal question?
- Of course, please ask", I answered her. But, I could more or less guess what she was going to ask. And I soon realized that I wasn't wrong. The young woman began to ask her questions one after another:
- Are you married Mr. Fatih?
- Yes, Ms. Maral, I am married.
- Well then, do you have children?
- Two girls, one boy. The three of them are university students.
- Does your family live here, in Bishkek?
- No, they are in Turkey. I'm living here alone.
Upon this answer I noticed a spark it's reason I couldn't understand, appear and disappear in Ms. Maral's eyes. She continued talking with a thoughtful expression:
- Ok then, isn't it difficult for you to live far away from your family, alone?
She asked a difficult question, Ms. Maral. It wasn't I question I could answer with a short "yes" or "no". I was teaching in the Kyrgyz-Turkish Manas University, which was opened very far from my country for two and a half years. I was teaching Kyrgyz students the Turkish language and literature. In addition, I was also teaching classes at Bishkek Social Sciences and Kyrgyz- American Universities. I was contented with the work I did and with living among my people in Kyrgyzstan. But lately I've been frequently remembering life in Turkey, my wife and my children.

I'm at home, until I solve this matter once and for all I don't want to talk to you and upset you more, the girl is still in the house, I'm sleeping in the living room, I'm not able to grab her from the hand and throw her out, she'll make a scandal, surely the police will come and if it happens that way my visa can be cancelled, don't worry my love I'm not touching her, I'm sleeping in the living room, I'm very very very ashamed for what I'm making you go through, I took the house keys, tomorrow she will have to go to work

meaning a question you were asked

PART 63

What can be said to the truth? The girl was right with her guess. But I didn't answer her. I satisfied with a smile only. At the meanwhile, I was watching Shahid talk to Luda with a tense expression. Finally, towards the end of the music, I noticed that the tension had disappeared from his face and a relaxed expression took it's place. Shahid had probably received a positive response from Luda.
Upon the ending of the music, we expressed our appreciation for the musicians by applauding them and went back to our tables. I waved my hand towards timur and his friends from distance in a thankful manner. And they replied with a head tilt. So far everything went extremely well and according to the way I thought. Now I had to think the rest of it, how would the night end. But I wasn't sure I could find the necesary little time and opportunity. Because, on the one side I was trying to act politely but distantly towards Maral, who began to act a little more intimate towards me since the dance, so that she wouldn't develop wrong expectations about me, and on the other hand I was preparing answers to the other lady teachers' provokations. Almost all the attention of the group had turned towards me and Ms. Maral. And I was trying not to stay backwards in exhibiting whatever I could to make their joyful interest continue. Because this situation had created a very suitable opportunity for Shahid. I was praying that my friend, who remained out of the commotion we created, would be able to use this opportunity well.

Robyn, nice that you joined , I'm going to do my try without reading yours.
Then Metehan can check both our translations.

I can't sleep, please when my army service finishes let's no stay apart this way, find a solution

the second part is something like:
the more I look (at you) I want to look more

PART 62

With the arrival of the other customers too, the dance floor became quite crowded. While I was dancing with Ms. Maral, I was trying not to miss seeing Shahid and Luda, without her noticing it. but Ms. Maral wasn't late to show that she wasn't a naive woman at all. Putting both her arms on my shoulders she came closer to me. At that moment I noticed that I haven't paid much attention to her during the hours we sat at the table side by side. She was really an attractive woman of an extraordinary beauty. Her slant eyes were as shining, wild and fearless as a female panther's eyes. In front of those self assured, shining eyes, I felt shaken for a moment. She brought her smiling face surrounded by her jetblack hair closer to my face and said with an insinuating voice tone:
- Mr. Fatih, you're scary. I, to gain some time and gather myself together, freed myself from her arms with an elegant movement and holding her arm I pushed her towards the back of her shoulder. While turning around quickly she moved away from me. Then I pulled her back towards me with the same speed. maral was ready for each movement. She performed this dance figure fluently and flawlessly. I said:
- Why do you think it's necessary to fear me, Ms. Maral?" Instead of answering she embraced me again and leaned her head on my shoulder. I could feel the warmth of her breath on my face:
- Look, you turned Luda's game upside down, Mr. Fatih. Supposedly she had prepared a plan for you and me; but now, it looks as if she has fallen into your trap by herself." she said.