hello my crazy (maniac) friend...

I think that because I've answered your mail late, you're taking a revenge on me...
but I'm sure that you're not a person who keeps a grudge, even if you are, maybe I deserve it???

that's how I translated it (as "kendisine").

I think it's one message cut to two (+ some spelling mistakes):

AVNI TEKINASLAN 说:
What is the bad thing that happened? Did something happen to him/her? Write to me an answer urgently, and let him/her open msn so we can see each other.

I don't have credits, I can't send messages my love, you're always misunderstanding, I have incised you in a place in my heart, even if I want I can't give up on you any more, anyway I love you very much, you know that too my only one, I could enter the net only today and I'm sending a message now... I was going to send you a message before going to bed anyway my love, I'll enter the net this weekend.

I've just come home from work, everybody here say hello

When a person who speeded excessively on Aksaray Ankara Karayolu (highway) Makas junction couldn't take the curve with his vehicle, he entered under a truck that was parked on the margin of the road.

While the driver of the car was heavily injured in the accident, a person who was in the car had lost his life. According to the information obtained, the accident occured around 11:30 at night in Aksaray Ankara E-90 Karayolu Makas junction. When Özgür Dilek, who was on his way from Aksaray to Ankara with his 68 EH 696 licence plated car entered the junction with excessive speed, he couldn't take the curve and hit a 34 TB 59 72 plated truck, that was parked on the road margin from behind. The driver Özgür Dilek and Turgut Altınsoy who was in the car were taken by 112 emergency services ambulance to Aksaray State Hospital. While Turgut Altınsoy, who was severely injured, lost his life in spite of the intervention done in the hospital, the driver Özgür Dilek was transferred to Ankara Numune Hospital in a severely injured state. It has been informed, that the investigation related to the accident is continuing.

I think "olsam" means: I wish I were (a pigeon etc.)

Part 78

The young woman looked as if she understood what I was on my mind from my expression:
- Yes, Mr. Fatih... After returning to the living room I felt that everything began to change. I've immediately noticed from Mr. Shahid's manners that he was uneasy about something; but I didn't understand completely what it was. 'Maybe he's a little shy' I thought. To encourage him I poured wine in our glasses and sat next to him smiling". After saying her last sentence, the young woman covered her face with her hands and said with a ready to cry tone:
- Oh my God!... I can't believe that I did that! Telling you all this is making me feel very ashamed, Mr. Fatih!... If I hadn't thought that it's connected with Mr. Shahid's leaving, I wouldn't have told these personal things even if someone kills me".
Luda's condition was really very touching/sad. I could guess how much experiencing this situation was shaky for this beautiful, intellligent and educated woman at that moment. Putting my hand on her shoulder I said:
- Luda, if you don't want, you don't have to tell".
Actually what I've listened to until that moment strenghtend my thoughts, that there was a connection between Shahid's leaving to what happened in Luda's house. That's why I knew that I had to know the end of the story. But it was also very clear that the young woman was in a very distressed mood. Luda raised her head and afer wiping her eyes dry, she said with a determined manner:
- No Mr. Fatih... I want to tell everything. Otherwise, I know that I won't ever be able to feel relaxed."

Ok metehan2001, enjoy your conference, we'll continue when you come back.