Adam I can see your confusion which is quite normal as that is a sort of saying,I´ll try to explain you by breaking it up.
*Kendimi bildim bildim bileli ---> For a long time now.*
first there should be only one "bildim" may be i typed extra " bildim " in the original text.
Kendimi bildim bileli --->
kendi + m = kendim --> myself
kendim + i [ this extra "i" for " bilmek" ] [ to know something needs "ı,i,u,ü]
bil [to know] + di [past tense] + m [person] --> i knew
bil + [know] + eli [ this ending works as " since" ]
so lets put them together :
Kendimi bildim bileli --> Since I knew myself
that still doesnt ring any bell ? i know, it is still not clear. but when you think on it you will see that that makes sense.
when we born we dont know who we are, as we grow we realize who we are, so children comes to realization of themselves when they are about 4-5 years old. I remember my times when i was 5 years old. So i started knowing myself then. therefore by saying this we mean " For a long time now"
this grammer point we use has a formula actually which is as follows ;
VERB + PAST TENSE + PERSON VERB [repeat the same verb] + ELI,ALI[according to vowel harmony]
BAŞLA + DI + M BAŞLA + Y [BUFFERING LETTER] + ALI
BAŞLADIM BAŞLAYALI = SINCE I STARTED
Okula başladım başlayalı annemi görmedim ---> Since I started the school, I havent seen my mother. [ the day I started the school I havent seen my mother ]
Türkçe öğrenmeye başladım başlayalı boş zamanım olmadı --> Since I started learning Turkish I didnt have a spare time.
O buradan gitti gideli bana hiç telefon etmedi. --> Since he/she left home , he/she didnt ring me. [ He/she didnt ring me since he left home ]
I hope it will help you ..
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