PART 36

- No my friend! .. No way (that's impossible)! Please continue... I'm listening to you...
- Yes my dear Fatih... I'm talking about Ludmila. Do you know God's special* creation of beauties... Well Ludmila is one of them. Would you condemn me if I confess, that I find lots of work related reasons to sit near her table just to seize the opportunity to see her sea-blue eyes up close? Would you believe me if I told you, that at those short happy moments, when listening to the velvet softness of her voice... while watching the loveliness of her smile, I forget myself? My dear brother, do you think that the name of this situation I'm living, is love? And if it is not, what do you think it is? Shahid quietened and looked at me with asking eyes. What was I supposed to say now? What should I say? My guess turned out to be true. The woman he loved was Luda... The head of Foreign Languages Department Luda... The beautiful, likeable, joyful and smart Luda... But could these characteristics elevate the woman he said he loved to the high location for Shahid, whom I saw as an extraordinary man? Or maybe by the influence of the situation he was in, Shahid was idealizing Luda a little? And maybe my friend had seen in her some superior qualities that I couldn't notice... Because I have never considered this lovely girl as a woman I could be with.

* I'm not sure about "özene bezene"

I wish you were by my side now my love

that's what I wanted to ask too...

my try:

Tatilimizden sonra bu sana yazdığım ilk mektuptu. Biraz geç olduğuna rağmen hoşlandığını umarım.

sen iyi birisin
you are a good person

1. What can I do, there's nothing I can do
2. Did you ask me

the last time I saw Bayram he hadn't changed the clothes he was wearing

and here's the clip

here are the lyrics:

BenDeniz : Kırmızı Biber

Telaşı mı var acelesi mi var
Kısa bir öpücük çok işime yarar
Allahım bana ne oldu bu defa
Devam ediyor bak oyunlarına
Kuytularımı kokularımı
Unuttun mu sen o ayıplarını
Zaten ne kadar aklın kaldı
Onu da bana ver sevişmek ne güzel
Bastım mühürü e görecek gününü
Arayıp soracak tek tek bakacak
Evirip çevirip düşecek elime
Canını yakarım e hadi gör bakalım
Bal döken diline kırmızı biberi
Sürmedim ama sürerim bu defa
Ben kimdim ben uçup gittim ellerinden
Neydi kar ettiğin bu çılgınlık içinden
Zarardayım senin yasaklı şeytan yüzünden
Öldürüyor bu hali nasıl çıldırttı bilmiyor...

(I'l try to translate later or someone else may)

I'll get on a bus in an hour, a long journey will start