PART 41

- All right my dear Fatih" Shahid said. "My hands and legs have begun to tremble already; but as you said I'll go to Asanbay Café tomorrow and I'll talk to Luda. May God be my helper! I don't know what the result is going to be! What if she doesn't accept!... What would I do then! How would I look at her face... at your face... at the other friends' faces ever again?"
"My God!" I said to myself "My God! Those women, what kind of beings are they? How are they driving men crazy? My friend who is sitting in front of me... A man, with a value that could hardly be found among thousands of people in the street when looking with a lantern, what has he turned into (what happened to him) because of a woman?" If it was possible and Luda could see Shahid's condition; She would certainly be both amazed with herself, that she could affect a man like that, and feel proud of herself!?"
At the point my thoughts arrived to, I noticed that I began to feel angry. My rage was about to turn towards both Luda and the type she represented. According to me, if we tried to evaluate Shahid and Luda, my friend was worth forty Ludas. That's why there was no need to lenghten the discussion:
- Don't worry my friend... Everything will be all right and you will receive a positive answer from Luda tomorrow. If I know womenkind a little, I can tell you from now that you'll reach a favorable outcome at the end of this expectation" I said and added:

I have no problem with it, I'm just the translator

you two are so sweet

Hand to hand, eye to eye, knee to knee, your body in mine, the palm of my hand is a place of fire, your rain in my body, I love you

there's a little time left till our happiness my only one

I've never accepted his proposal, I have a proposal only for you my love, you'll always be by my side dear

I'll try:

Amcanın teklifinden beri bize itimat etmediğini hissediyorum.

SunFlowerSeeed- can you correct me if needed?

I think she means "doubting" (ikna olmamak? itimat etmemek?)

it looks like part of a poem or something and looks Turkish enough:

The crown on my head, the one I'm passionately in love with, the light of my life (meaning: my beloved), my troubled one

I've always been known to my surroundings as a "well known person". I don't upset anyone, but I don't forgive whoever upsets me either. That's why I said "she knows me well". Why aren't you calling and asking about me? You're not sending messages either, I couldn't understand that at all. Maybe you are very busy with work. Take good care of yourself. May the smile never lack from your face.