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Laura, I think i know you quite well by now.. so I think i can just tell you these in honesty. I will give you some phrases from one of my favourite Shakespeare's sonnets. Maybe they are kinda painful, then I am sorry, maybe they are a cold, scant comfort.. then use it 
Love is not love Which alters when it alteration finds.
The love changed when the both of your circumstances changed. You went back to UK, he stayed there, met up with other girls because of his job. Maybe he never meant to fall in love with you, maybe he never really loved you..because after all, it changed. Love is not love if it changes when it's circumstances change..
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
Love doesn't change within time, but it lasts untill the end of life. If this didn't last, maybe it was never true love.
At the end of Sonnet 116, Shakespeare says that if these about love turn out to be untrue, either he never wrote this, either no man has ever truly loved. I believe in what he says.
Love is a too delicate subject to talk about actually.. Maybe what you and Musti felt was love, but maybe not the love that Shakespeare talks about.
You can cry over these.. and I know you long enough to be sure you will. I would too Ağlamak güzeldir (It's beautiful to cry), so don't worry about that. But smile through your tears and know that this means that the best is yet to come.
Go on holiday and enjoy every minute of it. Don't expect someone to love you forever, just love them because they love you now. Don't you give away your heart too fast, when it is true you'll be 'old and wise' enough to recognise it and you'll be able to give all of yourself.
Don't forget Musti as he gave you a lovely time. Just go on and wait till suddenly someone is able to make you feel even more special
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HEHE Or you talking about this fella from your job?
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