Yep AmbercimIts gezerek,ohh how it didnt come on my mind yaavSo he is spending his time strolling with Cesar

My darling,the days here are all the same,I have a montonous way of life here,every day same things happen,my only fun is a small decorative dog called Cesar,I spend my time (yezerek?? are you sure about this word?)with him,if it wasnt for him i would be lonely.
I am very lucky to meet a person like you,you appreciate me a lot,my love.Do you know what I am dreaming for?I want after marring you to live together in a country where neither your relatives are neither mine.Me and you living in a beautiful country far from the people`s eyes.Do you know such a beatiful place?If there is let s go there just right after we get married and after that we will buy a beautiful house with an enourmous garden and we will have a romantic matrimony.

And you will see the place where I am living ,but I need time for this,my darling.Thats why,my darling, please dont insist about this and dont make me upset.Just like the faitgh brought us together it has written what we are going to be living in the future too.I believe that me and you will be a good couple,I will never break your heart,I will never make you sad and the most important of all I will never cheat on you.You remember when we were watching TV and you were watching how the men were hitting their wifes and you looked at me innocently and I guess inside you were asking will Tolga hit me like this?Let not even occur to you to think about this,I will never put a hand over you,I cant hurt you,You are my everything,you are my only one.

I explained you why I dont want us to be in Sivas after talking with you on the phone.Actually I want to introduce you to my family but the place where i come from is formed by a small neighbourhood and when you come they will look at our relationship as if they had seen a monster.Our people are a little bit rude people ,I affraid of them treating you with disrespect.I dont want you to come there because I am thinking of you,the things that we are living there are very different from those you are living,you cant get used to it.But I promise that one day I will introduce you to my family,my love.

My love,please dont leave me.Now the only thing that keeps me alive is your love,do everything for me because I devoted myself to you and Its impossible to leave you.I love you till the death.My love,dont forget that I will write you regulary letter,I love you so mcuh.Take good care for yourself,If something happens to you I cant even bring to my mind that I can live like this,thats why be very careful,I trust you,you cant live me without you.
My love send a lot of regards to your family,I love themvery much.You were going to ask your father a quuestion,do you remember?Write the answer for me,I hope one day I will have a chance to meet yur family.REgards to the crazy Iris.

What are you doing,tell me how are you days passing if you have any trouble or problem please share it with me,what are you planning ahead,what kind of life do you want us to have?tell me all those things,my darling.
My only ne,I love you so much that..how can I describe,I would sacrifice everything just to be with you now,its enough that I can sleep on your knees,I love you so much,my love.Thank you everthing that you did for me.You are making too much expenses for me and this affects me negatively.I wish things were better and I could afford all those expenses.Sometimes I think a lot about this,I am a burden for you and I feel so sad,I appologize for this,my love,please understand me.
Who brought us together,you in Netherlands,me in Turkey who would expect that I could meet such a nice person like you,I coundt imagine this even in my dreams.I found you and I will do everything in order not to lose you,just dont forget this,I love you.

After a week from the last one I am writting a letter again.My love,I know that you feel happy about recieving news from me so I want to write at some time to make you happy.My love actually there are so many things to be written that they cant be finished by writing them,our love is so much big that it cant match into sheets or notebooks.Would you believe ,my love,I have the lived the feeling of being loved and missed only with you.You are my first and last love I hope this is like this for you too?My love I want the times that we were together,I want to lay at your knees and your hands to carress me,to look in my eyes.I want you always to hug me,I want you never to leave my hands,my darling,I dont want that many things from you.I am even happier as long as you are doing these.
People say that life is slipping aaway like water,but for me happened the opposite,its like the days stopped and the minutes are not passing.Longing you wared me a lot.I got white hairs from thinking about you every night.Dont worry ,when we get together it will get dark again.I love you very much,Amber.

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Umarım seninle ve özellikle Fatma`yla ilgili herşey yolundadır .Benim hakkimda anlattığında ailen ne söyledi?Umarım kardeşin Mehmet geçen hafta internet cafede şaşırmamıştır.Neden hala oyuncak köpekle uyumaya devam ediyorsun?