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Hi my dear I want you to understand me very well, I'm serious in this matter. If you come here say something definite, I don't want to hear something different every day. I told you everything openly, my financial situation now is zero.You are saying that you don't have any money either but that you'll come and then we'll think about it, it can't be like that. For us to live finances are a condition (a necessity). Also before that a house and a workplace are needed, if we don't have these it's very difficult for us to be together. No matter how much we love each other, because you don't have any money, I don't have any money either and this turns the situation to impossible. It's not possible for us to live here with my sister/brother, in any case they object. But if you're in it I'm in it too. But as I said we both don't have any money. It's not possible to get it with working. You had said before that you'll get money in March, now you're saying that you may not get it. Why's that contradiction? I'm not saying that I won't love you because you don't have money but without having a job and a house it's very difficult for us to live here. And this obstructs our being together, I don't want to be ashamed in front of you and don't want to upset you either. But unfortunately the truth is painful. Otherwise we will both be upset and I don't want that, you are a good woman, I don't want you to be upset ever, yes this is a miracle, I liked you, I loved you in spite of the age difference but it's a misfortune for both of us. That we don't have money. I'm very sorry/sad, if this relationships gets further in the future we will both experience very bad days. Especially I don't want you to experience this sadness. If I had money I would rent a house immediately and would bring you here immediately but I'm completely broke. I'm sorry my dear please give me a definite and a clear answer.
I love very much baby ramazan dal
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