Actually I dont expect you to understand this,if you had to understand it I wouldnt write it at all..I hope one day I will mary you but we will live in Turkey because I love it here..
But either me and my mother think that after 6 months or at most 1 year you will forget me.I dont trust girls thats why I havent had a lot of girlfriends so far.3 times I have recieved marriage proposals,2 times they argued for me..but all the girls are the same.I am thinking of saving this messege and by the time you have forgotten me I think I will read it and I am sure I will cry because I love you more than you know and you think.I guess if you want you can come again to Turkey,I am living in Ankara,I will ask you to come.And maybe you will say no,its impossible or why dont you come,but you dont know that for me is 10 times harder to come.And after that if you still remember me I will ask you to come during the summer holiday and you wont come because you are in the middle of a holiday.But one thing that I cant understand is some of my friends which have girlfriends from Holand,Swedden,Norway and other countries adn they are cheating them.I think that I deserve you more than they do but I know you wont come.I wont cheat on you,I will pass the whole year without a girfriend and I will look at other girls just at the time you forget me.Because in my opinion everybody is doing what is proper to him..Its not important wether I am seeing you.However my only one,you wont understand and I even hope that you will erase it immediately thinking that I mistakenly sent it.Nevermind..just know that I love you very very very very very much,thats enough..bye babe..

Actually I dont want you to understand this,if you had to understand it I wouldnt write it..I hope one day I will mary you but we will live in Turkey because I love it here..
But either me and my mother think that after 6 months or at most 1 year you will forget me.I dont trust girls thats why I havent had a lot of girlfriends so far.3 times I have recieved marriage proposals,2 times they argued for me..but all the girls are the same.I am thinking of saving this messege and by the time you have forgotten me I think I will read it and I am sure I will cry because I love you more than you know and you think.I guess if you want you can come again to Turkey,I am living in Ankara,I will ask you to come.And maybe you will say no,its impossible or why dont you come,but you dont know that for me is 10 times harder to come.And after that if you still remember me I will ask you to come during the summer holiday and you wont come because you are in the middle of a holiday.But one thing that I cant understand is some of my friends which have girlfriends from Holand,Swedden,Norway and other countries adn they are cheating them.I think that I deserve you more than them but I know you wont come.I wont cheat on you,I will pass the whole year without a girfriend and I will look at other girls just at the time you forget me.Because in my opinion everybody is doing what is proper to him..Its not important wether I am seeing you.However my only one,you wont understand and I even hope that you will erase it immediately thinking that I mistakenly sent it.Nevermind..just know that I love you very very very very very much,thats enough..bye babe..

Lütfen bunu Sara`ya göster.
Canan burada değil,Menim de.
Onun nasıl bunu yaptığını anladım!

heey you know what..it just came on my mind that in Bulgarian we have sort of a saying and it goes a little bit closer to the meaning of your quote..
If you say one lie about 100 times eventually becomes a truth.

maybe that makes things clearer,i will try to find the equivalent in turkish

Bu alinti hakkinda bizimle ilgili dusuncelerin/duygularin ya da yorumlarin nedir?

Eğer etrafına bir güzelce tekmelersen,top gibi gözükmeye başlar.

I translated it literally but can you tell me what exactly do you mean?I ve never heard this expression what are you refering to?

I am always loving you ,your leaving is..(koydu?),dont forget this my love,please,I love you.

gidisin koydu?is this some sort of phrase?