my try:
I'll die for you but when you think those bad things about me, I'm fed up with my life.

PART 25,

Shahid had noticed the angry tone in my voice, however he couldn't understand what the matter was. And how should he know! This was a game that occured every evening between me and the girls. The moment I looked in their eyes they would understand what I was going to order; when they came near me, as soon as I said "tea..." they would add immediately "with milk...", grinning. When I attempted to order food; they would bring the end of the order: "Sprite... has to be not cold!". My angry appearance would amuse them.
I have earned enough time to let my friend think. I asked again:
- Have you decided what will you eat my dear Shahid?
Shahid said:
- Yes.." and added turning to Aida:
- I want the same order as of mr. Fatih's".
In the jukebox at the bar "the song of Vladimir" was playing. Although I didn't understand the words, I loved this song. I felt sorry for (pitied) myself because eventhough I have lived here for two and a half years, I couldn't learn Russian.

Even if we stand and watch the time that's flowing away,
actually time is a great cure for endless hopes,
wishing your hopes come true in your new age,
happy years.

I just wanted to ask you how you were, I understand that you are well, take care

as since yesterday the insurance of the building/construction has finished, you're uncovered, FYI

as leameus commented: başkasına üzülürüz
so we use the verb "üzülmek" when being sorry for someone else

so hayıflanmak means "feeling sorry for myself/ourselves"...
in another dictionary I also found that it means: to bewail, to lament, to bemoan

well, metehan2001 used it this way (part 25 of his story):
"Rusçayı öğrenemediğim için bir kere daha hayıflandım"-
I felt sorry once again for not learning Russian

hayıflanmak- to feel sorry for

it is "kız" (the i without the dot)