my dear, my favorite photo is the one we took at Dalyan beach, it's hanged in my room and I'm always looking at it. I've read your mails, you are right with your thoughts, I have one request from you, just once listen to your heart's voice. We need time, it's our biggest test, a luck for me, I wish to have one luck in this life, I love you, it's not a lie, and it's not some other thing, I love you deeply and I want you to understand and justify me, you are a teacher, you teach and understand psychology, it's like you know all my sides, I'll grow in time you'll see. I have to close, internet cafe is closing, tomorrow night I'll call at 4.30-5.00, I missed you very much.

(the "y" is "ı")

wind

another day is being eaten by darkness
all the colors lost
all the colors black
in the disappearing colors of night
I'm hidding my heart
then I'm falling asleep with them
the silence of sadness is making my ears ring
I'm thinking
what the morning can bring
from what the night have stolen
I'm leaving myself
to the coolness of the night
a lazy wind is playing with my hair
while whispering
something to my ears
lay down, says a voice
put all the worries
and fears aside
postpone the shames
I'm lying down
my eyes closed
I'm startled with a touch
I'm opening my eyes
night...
I'm lying down under it
the endless night furnished with stars
the stars are brighter
I'm darker with each breath
I'm standing up slowly
making a wish to a falling star
I'm wishing seagull screams
not knowing even why
a wind is embracing me
I'm shuddering
it's tangling around my barefeet for a moment
I'm lightweight tonight
like a leaf
with every little turn
my head spins endlessly
wind on my fingertips
I'm playing a game with them
I'm wishing it's not a dream
if it is, I mustn't wake up
I'm dancing in lost colors with the wind
my feet are bare

1. I missed to, be patient
2. I feel strange now
3. maybe you won't like
4. I don't want to hear again my beautiful
5. I will be you (?)
6. in any case I'm on leave
7. they're not being naughty, are they, I hope they aren't upsetting their mother
8. you've said yes, when
9. don't make me wait for long, I'm getting old

this is love at first sight ("lightning love") it's unclear when love will come, yes or no, come quickly, let's marry as quick as lightning, how many children should we have my love

you know that I love you, do I need to say? but you know that we've had some unexpected problems but they'll go away too, we will be happy again my love.

söyleyemem= I can't say
sen üzülme= don't be sad/upset

I'll try because you seem to need it very much but I'm not an expert and there might be some inaccuracies:

neden daima kavga etmek istiyorsun? bundan zevk mi alıyoursun çünkü ben hiç zevk almıyorum. benim için başka insanların senin hakkında ne düşÃ¼ndüklerinin önemi yok, senin de aynı şekilde hissetiğini düşÃ¼nmüştüm, fakat yanılmışım. kavga etmeyelim, tamam mı? benimle konuşmak isersen sen beni ara çünkü seni rahatsız etmek istemiyorum, tamam mı?

exactly

I would like to look at you at any time of the day, to hug you and sleep abundantly, to wake you up with a kiss, to have a nice breakfast with you my love, sleep tight, sweet dreams my angel.

elm tree

beloved, are you leaving?
don't go, there is a fear inside me
do you know?
separations start like this

come a little, leave your scent
take my spring, it's cold over there
are you crying?

dont cry, omens wish you well
whoever goes to foreign places, does he come back or not?
I know it's not clear
I've found an elm tree shade
my hopes in my pocket