the first:

Hello my dear love, my only one, how are you my only one? I'm not well at all and I'm in the hospital for a while. xxxx is well and hugging you. I need the hospital expenses, I will get out the next week, xxxx and I need Turkish money 3000 YTL, I will be very glad if you help, my love and my only love.

you did a good job deli girl,
here's my try for the verse you left:

Bir utanç duvarıdır hayatta yerin
Çekmekle ödenmez günahın senin
Kalbin bendeysede bedenin elin
Ellerinsin seni sevemem

Your place in life is the shame wall
Your sin can't be paid with suffering
Even if your heart belongs to me your body belongs to strangers
You belong to others, I can't love you

(I Googled it so the lyrics make more sense)

Think of a silent night. The tapping of the falling rain on the window. The kemancha (small violin) playing of the crazy rain. As if my body turned soaking wet. My each night makes me seek my morning. My love.

it can be tomorrow, it's not that important

PART 49

When I left Yusa the time was nearly four. Almost the time to meet Shahid... We were going to meet at Manas-Çüy junction. When I arrived to the junction, I saw that Shahid had arrived before me and was waiting. He was dressed in a rather smart way. It was clear that he had prepared himself for the evening appointment. He entered the car smiling. "Hello my friend" I said "How are you feeling?". He answered while continuing smiling:
- I swear, I won't lie... I'm a little excited... even... a little very excited..."
- There's no need for excitement my friend" I answered to Shahid. "Believe me... Everything will be all right".
- I wish I could be as certain as you are!" he said with a thoughtful expression.
In my opinion there was no need to think any more about what was going to happen tonight. We had to spend our time till then in a good way.
- Ok, where should we go? Till night we still have quite a long time, Shahid.." I said, leaving the decision to him. Saying:
- You know that my friend.." he returned the decision (the ball) back to me.
- How about we make a city tour with the car?" I replied.
- I think it's a very good suggestion... But please be careful! The roads are still icy!"

what do you want to talk to me about or what do you want to know about me

my baby please forgive me, it's all my fault, I hate myself, I've got you into trouble too, forgive me

don't hate me please my baby, maybe you'll leave me because of this event but I really love you, it's your decision baby

My eyes are at the door, my ears- in sounds
If only you could come, ah if only you could come
What kind of passion is this, what kind of love is this
If only you could know, ah if only you could know

When the longing for you divides my sleep
I've hidden my feelings hopelessly
The fears of losing you-
If only I could win, ah if only I could win

That you wrapped in my life roads
That you became tears in my eyes and stringed
That you're loved madly
If only you could see, ah if only you could see

may it be as you said, I'm waiting for you to send in the 25th of the month thank you my love
I'm home too, my family, all of them went to Istanbul because of the illness of my aunt, I'm at home and in charge of the children, you know that my sister is young, I'm sending her to school.

my dear niece Nesrin, how are you, are you well? I wish your father recovery and health from God for the occasion of his operation. How are you, are you well, what are you busy with, are you working? You were going to come but you didn't. How is the situation there, what is your sister Fatin doing, is she well? We missed all of you very much. How is Sana, is she studying? We want to hear news from you, we missed you very much, here we are all well, nothing bad, we are waiting for you in the shortest time, the weather here is very good, nearly like spring, every where became green, the flowers are blooming, how is the situation there, we are very worried about you if we can find the chance we can come together with your uncle's wife (or: sister in law) Bedia, soon we will send you a souvenir, when you came here Ahmet had filmed on video camera, we will record it and send it to you, if there's anything else that you want from here please write without hesitation. I have told you before that I would send you a long message from your uncles so here we are writing. I hope that you are happy, we missed you very much, see you soon, good bye for now.