My Try:

It´s midnight, there is still no solution for my riddles. Again the thoughts in my head are in complete confusion. My sighs come from the most melancholy place of my heart. I stay quiet, I stayed quiet. As if words are inadequate, as if sentences have lost their meaning. I have completed my time, time has completed me.

The verbs are in 3rd person sg. For the first predicate the subject is a dropped pronoun, for the second kederler.

           I hope he finds his happiness again and the sorrow in his eyes disappears.

TAŞÇIYLA ´with the mason´

Could you mean something like

                   1 ile 2´nin çarpımıyla 3 ile 4´ün çarpımının toplamıyla 5´in çarpımı   ?

http://www.gazetekilis.com/tarih-2/sadrazam-sokullu-mehmet-pasanin-hayati-14605.html

http://tr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sokollu_Mehmed_Pa%C5%9Fa

Yavuz Sultan Selim’in saltanatının son yıllarında Balkanlar’dan devşirilen bir grup çocuk Edirne’ye getirildi. Bunların arasında Bosna’nın Sokoloviç Kasabası’ndan küçük bir çocuk da bulunmaktaydı. Zekâsı ile hemen dikkatleri çeken bu çocuk, kısa sürede herkesin takdirini kazanmış ve kendisiyle özel ilgilenilmeye başlanmıştı. In the last years of Selim I a group of children collected from Balkan area was brought to Edirne. Among the children was also a small child from the Sokolovici village of Bosnia. This child who immediately attracted notice for his intelligence won everyone’s appreciation and began to be given special attention.

Man Behind Three Sultans

According to research tall people often succeed professionally. Grand Vizier Sokollu Mehmet Pasha’s head wavered in the height of two metres. In addition it has been agreed by historians that he was the greatest sadrazam in the Ottoman Empire. His governmental career started in the service of Kanuni and lasted until the reign of Kanuni’s grandson Sultan Murad III. On many occasions he carried a huge responsibility. For instance, when Suleiman died from natural causes during the battle of Szigetvár in 1566 Sokollu kept the news a secret from the army for forty eight days until the late sultan’s follower Selim arrived to the scene. Suleiman’s offspring was not on his level of statesmanship which emphasized the role of the grand vizier during their reign. Sokollu Mehmet represented perpetuity in the empire.

Sokollu was originally a Serb. He was brought from a Bosnian village to Edirne to gain Janissary education. As a clever young man he soon gained attention and inavoidably moved upward in rank until the top of the state. At the same time he organized his income and became a very rich man. Even though born an orthodox the grand vizier was known as a righteous muslim. The article describes how Sokollu Mehmed died the way he had hoped for and gained martyrdom as a victim of assassination.

Sokollu Mehmed Pasha left many architecturally well known buildings both in Istanbul and elsewhere in Ottoman lands. Sokollu Mehmed Pasha mosque was planned by Mimar Sinan.

My Try:

My dear, for me there is only you. If there was another one I wouldn´t be looking for/running after you.

Hayatinda bir kez olsun Gülenyüz kullandın mı?  -  ´did you ever/even once...´

It sounds even more funny in a negative sentence:

Bir defa olsun sana hakaret etmedim.  -  ´not even once´

That’s why in the most silent nights one must find consolation in ”It was correct, I made it.”

One must get used to neighbors not hearing the cry,

to laventing silently within the cold walls.

One has to try to settle the accounts with oneself,

to cry at night with the cushion, to smile in the morning with the mirror.

One must be ready to feel sorrow with oneself, to be in a good mood with oneself,

to be brave enough to walk away any time

but also to be stalwart enough to stay and fight,

to be able to change silence into voices.

And his backbag, he must always keep it ready,

make peace with the system,

get used to loneliness.

One must envisage living alone with a streetfull of desolation.

He must look at the snow on the steadfast mountains and take a lesson.

He must give up the habit of searching for a shoulder to lean on in those nights that he shares with a sad song.

He must get used to only one plate on the dining table and less food on the plate.

He must pass over paragraphs from novels, exalt them to loneliness on the most visible walls in his house,

start his days with verses like

“Loneliness is not shared/If you share it is not loneliness any more.”

“At the moment there is no one to answer you” must be said to the answering machine,

 and reconciling oneself to silence, being left without an answer “and maybe there will never be…”.

Silence causes you to get used to unjustice.

The honor of justice keeps a human being alive

the shame of keeping quiet kills.

All your suitcases must stand gathered together

One day it must be reckoned that telephones are not going to ring.

One must give up keeping an eye on the road from behind the tulle curtain expecting a guest,

be prepared to betrayal, being forsaken, being left alone.

One must get used to loneliness.

because the time of being shoulder to shoulder is over.

Solidarity has become one of the worthless stock certificates of today’s market.

A person’s age of discovery has left broken loneliness behind.

We are living in an era when even terror is individualised.

Time, it is not a time when we are stronger when united.

It is a time when one is supposed to succeed in standing alone.

That’s why you must get used to loneliness.