I think you are wrong about the existance and belief but the forbidden thing is to do it.

I wonder who will be the teacher or teachers

Yes, it says something expected from god, so he is praying. As you said, these words are something poetic, and with that it is written from the mouth of third person but he is talking about himself, indeed his "soul" exactly.

odam için yeteri kadar para bıraktım mı? bırakmadıysam kusura bakma, sana onu gönderirim.

Halam/teyzem/yengem öldü, bunun için çok üzgünüm ama (ölmeden önce = before she died) ona veda edebildim

so I guess this is a positive feeling. I am asking because when I read this in Turkish, I feel something positive as a result.

Note for longlotti1: I can´t explain why yours is wrong Mine looks odd as well because I don´t get exaxtly what is she/he saying. I don´t like translation requests as I can´t get the big picture indeed.

I completely agree but when I talk like this, that looks like it is a bit arrogant for the others who don´t think like me.

Actually, I know there are many people who only cares the holiday as a free day. Somewhat, I think many things in Islam are tried to be changed as if it were only a tradition rather than something religious. But I don´t think that every single person who uses this type phrases such as Şeker Bayramı instead of Ramazan Bayramı, is like the people who try to destruct religious habits. For that reason, I wouldn´t say, rather

...sa da: even though/even if

böyle birşeyin olacağına daha önceden hiç inanmasam da, .... [not completed]:

even though I didn´t believe such a thing would happen, not at all before ... [not completed]

int teki aşklara yalan gözüyle baksam da ... [continue]

internetteki (I guess this is the right word)

"yalan gözüyle bakmak" sounds like "to believe that they are lies"

even though I believe that the loves on the internet are lies...[continue]

kolay kolay aşık olacağımı hiç düsünmemiş olsam da ... [continue]

even though I never thought that I could/can fall in love so easily... [continue]

All of them are absent, they need the rest to be a sentence.

I just remember that I called someone "lan", and guy was about to hit me... I never call anyone who I don´t know much "lan" anymore

Good sites! Thanks