There are people like your grandfather who seem happy with their  achievements in the past. But what about majority? What can console people who think their lives are completely a failure or people who think if they had more time and energy they would do lots of things they always desired. Can death and being nothing console them? No on the contrary this will make them unhappy and depressed.Am I wrong?

I will write more about this issue when i have time.Keep following.

 We have different approaches to religions and afterworld concept. Here read this: http://www.turkishclass.com/forumTitle_48678 

I dont want to talk after a dead person so I will not make a comment about your grandfather.

 I want to tell if believing a God makes people happy what is wrong with it? What if this world is some kind of an illusion can you prove the opposite? If you cant you should accept there is a possibility that you are the delusional one instead of believers.I guess we can only learn the truth when we die.

 You seem to know what it means because you translated it correctly. It means "whatever there is"

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 Well if you say so, i respect you. But I believe you may change your opinion when you are old. Because people start to analyze their lives when they are old and judge themselves for what they did or didnt. And even the biggest achievements seem small and insignificant to them. The reason of this is people never satisfy with what they have or what they have done. We always want or to do more. This is our nature. I believe our sole purpose is to improve ourselves. When people get old they have less possibilities to improve themselves. They all want to live more and be young. But this is not possible. This sole fact can easily make them depressed and unhappy. But believing a God also means believing an afterlife. This means you will live and you wont be old anymore after you die. You can still improve yourself without a limit in a different way. All happiness in this world is temporary. Because everything has an end. But the thing human desires is endless happiness. And only possible way to get this is to bet on God. You will not lose anything but maybe you will gain everything.

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 I dont watch TV. And there are only two Turkish Tv series I follow on internet. One of them is Behzat Ç. Especially Erdal Beşikçioğlu who plays Behzat Ç is a great actor. Behzat Ç is also a book adaptation. He is a character created by author Emrah Serbes. Here are the books: Her Temas İz Bırakır and Son Hafriyat. Especially first episode of the series is like a movie. I recommend it.

Behzat Ç. is one of the greatest Turkish TV series. It is very realistic. The language that characters use is street language and we often hear many beep sounds when they talk. Series is about a police commissioner´s and his team members´ lives and their struggles to solve mysterious murder cases. The police commissioner´s name is Behzat Ç. He is some kind of an anti-hero. He prefers to use torturing to make criminals speak and he has no respect to his superiors. He got divorced long time ago and his daughter committed suicide to get revenge from him because he arrested his lover because of carrying drugs. He met with his first love (who didn´t want to marry with him when she learned he will be a police when they were young) again after her daughter´s death. She is a leftwinger and she has still doubts about polices. Behzat still loves her.

Behzat´s team members are Harun, Hayalet (ghost) and Akbaba (condor). They call one other with their nicknames for so long time they even don´t remember each other´s real names. Harun is a funny character who eats too much. But he is the one who holds up Behzat as an example most. He also uses torture to make criminals speak. He loves Eda who is a police secretary. But Eda loves another police whose name is Selim. Harun doesn´t want to accept this. He always argues with Selim. Hayalet is a quiet type. He is from a poor family and emphasizes with people easily. Akbaba is older than Harun and Hayalet. Solving murder cases is an obsession for him. He always listens his radiotelephone to catch a new murder news even at nights he is not on duty.

But this TV series have a huge rating problem. It hasn´t become popular. Last week´s rating results show this clearly. It is 16. program on its day in rating grading scales. Many fans started weeks ago to warn the channel which airs it not to end the show. And rumors say channel gave a three episode chance to series. I hope it will not be canceled.